the human void
There's always been a void in my heart, and I think everything is a sign of something even if I don't know what. I'm aware these kinds of things aren't normal, yet I still try to act like I'm human. I know I am human, but I've always found other words to describe anything other than that.
I feel more empty and like void then ever, but it feels like that's changing lately. It's all feelings I'll never be able to control. The least I can do is spare the light to my void.
It's strange. Both of us. It's been the same as always. Something is different to my head now, I feel like I can't understand my emotions. My chest has hurt heavy and everything has left my stomach, I live in guilt.
I always grow too attached to people somehow.